Wednesday, December 26, 2012

And Now the Hard Part

Beatrice....
My Sweet Bea...
Daddy's Boo...
Lewis' Bee-trice...

Sweet Bea made it to Christmas Day, her favorite day of the year.

She died in the early evening last night. She was at home and I believe she was gone before the paramedics arrived, which was lightning quick. It came on so suddenly and happened so fast.

Taking care of her for the past 12 months was so incredibly easy. I am so happy for the joyous months I had with her and was able to share with so many of you.

Chris and I are beginning to prepare for a memorial. I will post details as soon as we have them.

I have just a few more words left in me, I think, and no clever way to close this post to make myself feel better. Writing today is hard. Even just yesterday morning I could look over and see Bea and breathe a sigh of relief that she's here. I'd feel hope and write something that felt really inspired. Today I don't know how to end this post other than ending the post.

16 comments:

  1. Our love and prayers are with you all, Helen. Thank you for sharing your sweet girl with Mariana and the rest of us that loved her so. She will always be remembered for her big smile, her amazing art and for the big love she had for her family and friends. Praying God's peace and comfort to be with you all.

    With love,
    The Mellen Family

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  2. I wish I could think of anything to say that would help. We love you, we love Bea, we are crying today, and she will be in our hearts forever.

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  3. Much comfort to you and your family, Helen. Bea put up one heck of a fight and lit up the world for a lot of people. I wish I knew better words or knew something that would help you carry through this.

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  4. You don't know us, but our little boy prayed at every dinner that Bea would make it to Christmas. Me and my family are sad for your loss of a sweet little girl.

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  5. Our hearts are breaking for you. Sweet Bea was such a gift and inspiration to all whose lives she touched. My wife and I are thinking of you and your family during your time of sadness. Her memories will always make you smile. Paul & Jan Sponaugle

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  6. My heart aches for you. I'm so sorry. I've followed your story though, I'm not sure if I've commented. Your Sweet Bea has touched many lives. Prayers for healing for you and your family.

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  7. I am so, so very sorry, and don't even know what else to say. We are thinking of you and sending you good thoughts, hugs and prayers.

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  8. I feel sad and angry and selfish. I will miss my little postcard buddy forever.
    Thinking of you and your family with love always.
    Elizabeth

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  9. Hayden prayed every night that Bea would make it to Christmas. She gave such an amazing fight. Sweet Bea and your family has touched our lives in ways we will never forget. She will be remembered as a Christmas angel. You are in our thoughts and prayers.

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  10. I am so sorry to hear, how many times I told the story of Sweet Bea this weekend because I had decorated her red table and chairs with lighted snowmen for Christmas. My triplet granddaughters loved to play with the set. I can't even imagine the pain you are going through, much love and prayers to your family.

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  11. Peace and kind thoughts to you and your family. I'm sorry about your little girl; what a bright light she was.

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  12. I will forever remember Bea. Tight hugs to the three of you.

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  13. Helen,

    I am so sorry to hear of the passing of your Sweet Bea. I worked with you in Dahlonega several years ago and remember you fondly. Know that my prayers are with you and your sweet family. Your journey with Bea was heartwarming and heartbreaking to read about. God Bless.

    Sheri DeCamp Hinton

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  14. I am so sorry for your loss Helen. Bea will always hold a special place in my heart and her rainbow artwork holds a special place on the wall of my office/craft room. What an amazing little fighter you had. My heart goes out to you & your family.

    Kayla

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  15. Prayers for your family. I'm so sorry for your loss.

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  16. I have thought of and prayed for Bea and your family since the beginning of her fight. I am so sorry that she ever endured any of this--but especially sorry for this ending that simply should not be. Much love and many prayers for you and your family.

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